♥.

R saved me macarons from Vegas :)

...But I accidentally sat on one on the way home :(

I ate it anyway :)

...And then crumbs fell down my bra :(

Making everything sticky sweet -__-

My sister is an idiot.

C:  Fuuu I have hemorrhoids




.

::pauses::

C:  That, or colon cancer









.

Cr:  What the hell?!




  Are they contagious?




  How can you be sure?











::thoughtful::

C:  Probably not cancer.  

Cr:  HOW CAN YOU BE SURE

C:  Yes.  It's contagious.  They're like ass herpes. 

Cr:  I'm serious. 

C:  No.  You're not.  You're stupid.  

Cr:  You're the one who has hemorrhoids.

C:  AND YOU'RE NEXT.  HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.  

Meow.

♥.

It's nice to know you still think of meee.

(Hard not to.  I've been bugging you about these for the past couple of times I've seen you HAHA).

Thank you :)

Spring Fling

Cheers for good music and good company

(minus the children).

800+ dubbers:  0 ODs

Dubstep, Trap, Hardstyle, Progressive

Hot shot Gen mcing for Audien.  

Ah, who am I kidding.
I'm not ready to let go of dubbing.

Th(ink) before you act.

I considered a tattoo today.

Well I didn't seriously consider it, but I was ready to act on it whimsically after seeing an old art classmate's work online.  It's funny because he's this tall, thin Chinese guy with floppy hair that keeps to himself--a sleepy kind of fellow; undoubtedly talented.  You wouldn't take him for one who would be in a metalcore band, much less being the screamer vocalist.  He's now become a professional tattoo artist.

No I do not want a scorpion on my bicep.

Clearly something is amiss.  I don't make spontaneous decisions that result in lifelong commitments.  

It's time to reevaluate my life.  

ESM. [Essentially a Stupid Mistake]

I was just approached by a core manager (he was an old classmate) from ESM for a future career opportunity in their company.

Instead, I grilled him on his company for over an hour and asked him what were their goals and how they planned to succeed--and then proceeded to give him a crude analysis and conclusion that based on the information he had to give me, they would fail.  I may have been a little too forward, but his incompetency was irritating me and he wouldn't give up. It's great that you believe in yourself, your company and its ideals.  I love passion.  Regardless, you still have to back your shit up once someone looks past the bandwagon and actually thinks about security.  

EDM/massives are not sustainable.  It is not something that is growing, even if it has gained more popularity these several months.  All of this is at its peak.

The only reason why ESM has made it so far within this past year is because the only people who go to their events are the ones that can't make it out or afford to go to actual massives.  Or are waiting for a massive.  People settle for ESM.  A company based on this fundament cannot grow in this manner.  Yes, you are trying to bring exposure to local DJs with "somewhat of a name", but realistically speaking, raves are not the hype.  Massives and mainstream DJs are.  That is what is in demand.  If Ruby Skye was selling $25 tickets to W&W and ESM was selling $25 tickets to a no name DJ with "somewhat of a name", which would you choose?  Fucking W&W, that's what.

Yes, we all have to start somewhere, but how are you going about it?  How will you compete with other event production companies such as TORQ, Midnite Events and Vital SC?  How do you compare?  What sets you apart?  What makes your company sustainable when it is based on a trend?

It went on and on.  He couldn't answer any of my questions, only reiterating their hopes and dreams.  Although I wished him good luck on their endeavors and made it clear that I was not interested in pursuing a career based on a declining industry that's based on increasingly derivative, shitty  music made tolerable/enjoyable/danceable by quality drugs, he said he would speak with me again once their office has been established.



God. Damn.
I know way more about this crap than I'd actually like to.